I feel like a terrible parent. I feel like a piece of crap. Like I'm worthless, I just lost the one thing that gave every day light... my baby beardie, Badass, escaped... I've always been able to let him sit next to me on my lap, on my bed, etc. and he'd just chill there, he was always comfortable. I took him outside today so he could get some natural UV, turns out it was a big mistake... big failure... I was keeping him in a box for a bit, but he was scared in there. So, I picked him up, and held him for a bit. Of course, he was comfortable, and just looked around as he sat in my hand. Then I made the *failure* of setting him on my lap... and he ran. I live in Illinois along the Mississippi River, it's in the 70s wise during the day currently but it gets in the low 50s at night... he went under my camper trailer, and I didn't see if he came out and if he did, where he went. My yard is mostly just grass, and is really open, I didn't see him run. But he was super fast so he could have ran across the yard before I saw him. (If he did it's all hope lost because I'm surrounded by corn and bean fields...) my camper trailer sits on top of gravel/rocks along the side of the house and there is a small row of bushes next to it. The only possible place for him to hide is the bushes or the tires, but if he got on the tires he could have gone anywhere by now, including inside the camper. Please, please help... what can I do to find him or lure him... I just want to bring him back inside to safety. Otherwise I'm never going to forgive myself...